Wilt

Let me in
Let me go
What will we become?
Because of you we'll never know

I see you in front of me
Eyes closed, teeth of a smile
I break down my walls, while
You put up yours

Here I lay on the ground
Beaten in the heart
Beaten in the soul
What will we become?
We'll never know

What do you want from me?
I'll never know
Honesty fades with your eyes
Whatever is left
It Withers and dies...

Open Ended Ending

Open and ended
Closed and never begun
My eyes red and tearing
Your eyes closed, dry
The words you never say
Awaken my fears inside
I'm showing up so
Show me some thought
How do I bring it to light
It'll only spawn a fight
Live with it
Enjoy your indifference
It's only I that will hurt...

Low

I made a big mistake today
I told you that I cared for your time and space
Everyone said I should've walked away
I didn't listen
Now I'm broken, been replaced

In my mind
I am gone
There's only you
No more I, no more us
Only you and the pain you put me through
I shouldn't have to be this low

I made a big mistake today
I tried again looking for your heart and my place
You're a blank eyed, fake smiled deceiver
Still I can't listen when they tell me to leave her

In my mind
I am gone
No more I, no more us
Only you and the pain you put me through
I shouldn't have to be this low

Yeah

In my mind
I am gone
No more I, no more us
Only you and the pain you put me through
I shouldn't have to be this low

The pain you put me through

Is your smile true?
I shouldn't have to feel this low

Shattered

For so long I've been running away from the pain
So you decide to stop me
Turn me the other way
Because in this life
Happiness is only found in the middle of what you're afraid of
Can I live my life knowing you can take it away?
Yes I Can and soon you will too

I was starting to think I had fell in love
Falling hard and sinking, drowning cold
Steal the fear from my soul
Pretend to care
And leave the hole

Make me hollow
Nothing but a shell
For you to shatter
Get on with it...Break me... Get on with it
Break me
I know this is what you want
Break me
This was my plan all along
Break me so I can never be put back together
I'm screaming for you now
Shatter me now
Break me

My New House

I’ve decided it’s time for a change, So I went out and rented a house today. I brought all my stuff there, it’s a real nice place and everything is just the way I want it. There’s only one problem. The landlord didnt tell me that I would have a roommate.

Every time I’m home, He is home. Every time I leave, he follows. I can’t even look him in the eye, he is the exact opposite of everything I am, Everything I stand for. I wish he would just leave me alone, but I’m stuck with him. He better change soon or I don’t know what I’ll do.

Now that a couple months have passed, I figured by now it would be different. I thought that I would be able to live with this person or they would change and everything would be alright. Well nothing has changed, It even makes me sick the way he stares me down, judging and critiqueing everything I do. I can’t deal with this much longer. I need a change...

I guess it was a bad idea to live in a house of mirrors...