2am and it hit me: The value of a "Yes"

I’m really tired so I’m going to make this quick.

I was just in bed and as I lied there staring at my ceiling as I often do, thinking about what I’m going to do next. What I have to do, to get what I am after. I’m going over every angle in my head. Should I do this? or this? So like always I go to the past, because after all, we must learn from our experiences to establish a sense of truth in our endeavors.

Without experience something "new" can turn out to be anything. If you are going to a unknown location at the other end of the city, wouldn’t it be nice to at least traveled half way there?

So anyways back to the story, Like anything that’s ever been created, a product, a person, a moment, even a kiss, the rarity and/or substance of it increases it’s value or worth to us as humans. Whether it’s sentimental or not, the first, few, or last of something will always mean more.

Sometimes you must work for it. "staying up til 2 or 3am thinking about what the best move is." And maybe sometimes it’s as simple as asking and getting the easy "yes". That last sentence was the "punch line".

The easy yes is positive, don’t get me wrong... but wouldn’t it be more valuable if you had to work for it. If it’s easy to obtain then it’s not that rare or valuable... is it?I really don’t know if this is making sense or not, I’m really just sleep blogging. So I’m going back to bed, look at my white ceiling, as if it were a dry-erase board ( hopefully my markers aren’t dried out ) and come up with a game plan, because the way it’s looking, this is a "Yes" I want and I’m going for it...

From the sleep deprived mind of Steven