Withdraw

Sunset...Here come's the darkness
There is something inside me that I cannot escape.
I wish I could kill it with a bullet but I'm too afraid.
I just want to be me again
My body and mind, an enemy.
No longer a friend
Can I kill whats inside and not have to ascend?

Chemicals burning my veins
I can stop but its unbearable
Without the pills there is pain
With out the drugs can I sustain?
Hollow I am, sad I am not
Indifferent I am, happy?
what is that? I forgot


Chemicals leaving my veins
pills down the drain
fuck the anxiety, fuck the depression, fuck the prozac
Im fighting for me, fighting for life, fighting my way back
this is life, taking a deep breath, future, love
sunrises... this is life... love